"I could see the layout of where he hit me in white before it turned brilliant pink," she let me know. "There was nothing plainly sexual about it," she said. "Be that as it may, that was completely the feeling, similar to: You've been a trouble maker." McNamara educated an associate concerning the episode; I talked with that partner, and he affirmed that she had disclosed to him what occurred, and that they had discussed how she ought to react. McNamara at first ruled against documenting a formal objection. This "wasn't only any judge," she said. "He was a kingmaker. He expedited bargains." She dreaded the repercussions of getting him out. "I figured he could destroy my profession." A long time passed, however McNamara stayed furious and appalled. In 2016, she documented a grievance against the judge with California's Commission on Judicial Performance, portraying the 2011 occurrence and blaming him for having physically ambushed her. The grievance still can't seem to be settled. Most judges, obviously, don't strike female lawyers in their court. Yet, at different focuses during the main semester of the facility, my everything female class of hopeful preliminary legal advisors experienced lower-wattage adaptations of such treatment. In November, one of my understudies was slated to contend a movement under the steady gaze of a judge who I knew could be terrible to female legal advisors. Assuming the judge's job in a false contention to set up her, I made a special effort to jeer and confrontational, my best impersonation of his conduct. Furthermore, to be sure, in court, when my understudy questioned contradicting advice's solicitation for a continuation with the goal that a cop could affirm, the judge laid into her for lacking proficient cordiality. She attempted to clarify her thinking, however he interfered, not enabling her to show that the issue could be settled without the officer affirming. (After two months, an alternate judge concurred: The officer didn't affirm, and we won the movement.) In class later, I asked my understudies whether they figured the judge would have treated a male lawyer a similar way. There was a long delay. "That is a joke, right?" one of them said.